november
third
by td hughes
Its
the morning of November third, two-thousand and four; the day after
Election day.
In
Asheville, nestled in this western corner of North Carolina, a damp,
grey mist obscures the view of the mountains of the Appalachians,
like a new backdrop changes a scene in a theatre. For now, the meeting
of Earth and air is defined solely by the branches and leaves of
the trees outside my window.
I dont
know yet who won the election. I have not turned on my television,
nor my radio.
When
I awoke this morning and looked outside, I felt witness to the beauty
of Creation. Moisture, soil and light had magically transformed
into things we call Trees and other living forms that
struggle toward the Light. And I am reminded that the Earth, the
very soil itself, is the source of all living things: That we are
soil transformed into flesh, with the indefinable and unbounded
gift of that Consciousness which inhabits all living creatures,
through which God lives and knows all Thingseven of the sparrow
that falls to the ground.
I am
afraid to disturb this feeling of being surrounded by the miracle
of Life. It is a delicately balanced mental state; easily disturbed
by my inadequate attempt at description, or the news that a benighted,
strutting egoist has again taken the seat of power.
I do not yet wish to find out that upon this holy Earth, the killing
will go on; that humans will still be blown to pieces; that the
sacred ground from which all Life arises and to which it returns
will be further poisoned by explosives, chemicals and radiation.
Or that there will be no attempt to adjust our massive output of
poisonous gases and pollutants with which we assault the precious
air enveloping our planet in the empty space of the Universe.
It
is now the afternoon of November third. From a grey sky, a grey
rain is gently falling, the raindrops defined against the darkness
deep in the woods beyond my window. The water drips from the branches
of the trees in benevolent abundance, falling gently upon the acquiescent
soil to begin the Miracle again.
I still
do not know who won the election. I am hungry, but if I leave my
abode to buy food, my glance will fall upon the headlines of a newspaper
or I will overhear a conversation and the spell will be broken.
I think
have enough bread for toast.
Terence D. Hughes is a freelance writer who
lives in Asheville. For the stage, hes written a one-act monologue
and is rewriting a full-length comedy. He has also written the funniest
screenplay in the world and has begun work on a novel. He knows
he may be a woman next time...